"it's not being without fear,
it's having determination to go an in spite of it"
How i felt about those two line quote that they remainded me about my old self.
those lines showed that we need ti ignore our fear then go for it or "Do Whatever It Takes" to achieve what we want.
the old me afraid to confess my feeling of my crush Eka Furnama make me suffered.
She was a wonderful girl with big smiling smile and very friendly person.
I afraid to confess because i don't think she will accept it because she look like picky person.
but day per day my feeling become so strong then i decided to confess my feeling to that girl.
It turn out surprisingly, that girl was willing to accept my feeling then we became a couple.
Both never couple before make it more interesting.
She inspired me to became more dependable person because i need to take care her heart and our love. Because of that girl i finally meet my desire life partner.
With her laugh and smile make me strong.
She make my day more meaningful.
Sometimes i think God create me only for her and her for me.
With her i finally not alone anymore.
I finally find my happiness, i finally can be feel how to be love.
She make me strong cause she is my "pillar of Strength".
Sometimes it's really hurt while seeing her laugh or with other boy make me so afraid and week but i can't bring my self to keep scold her because she deserve happiness too.
But i hope her understand that how much i afraid of losing her..
"Its shows that without a will to try, we can't see the result because "no pain no gain".
Now what i should do is ti be mere confident and "Do Whatever It Takes"
to my Eka happy because she is my dream and i really mean it !!"
by KAZU
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