One Day You’re Going To Meet Someone Who Stays.


          One day you’re going to meet someone who makes you look forward to waking up because they’re right next to you. This person is going to be different than the rest. It’ll be this connection neither of you can deny is there. This person will look at you and really see you. And what they see isn’t the false version of yourself you sell to the world. They’ll see you for who you really are, flaws and all. And they’ll accept all there is to you. That’s unbrushed hair and unbrushed teeth before you wake up. They’ll see a face without makeup and think you’re even more beautiful. They’ll watch you put it on and wonder why. They’ll learn who you really are behind closed doors. They’ll watch you and the way you live your life, knowing one thing, they want to be a part of it. They’ll see you break down after a tough day and want to be the arms that hold you. They’ll begin to learn you inside and out, in a way you don’t even know yourself yet. And together you’ll learn from each other. You’ll make each other better.

          One day you’ll meet someone who sees a future in your eyes and makes you forget about the past. You’ll share in late night conversations as two am welcomes you with company when before it might have haunted you with loneliness. You’ll learn not everyone leaves when they get that close. They’ll break through your walls and you’ll be left so vulnerable but for the first time, it won’t scare you like it used to. You’ll share in your insecurities as they look at you wondering why. This person will know you aren’t perfect. They’ll watch you make mistakes, they’ll forgive you for them but they will still love you for all of it. Because what you have in common is knowing, you’re the best thing that has ever happened to one another. You’ll share your dreams and where there might have been self-doubt, you’ll find someone a little more confident in you and someone who believes in you. You’ll learn about each other’s past and mistakes and through their acceptance of it, you learn to forgive yourself.

          One day you’ll look at someone and you’ll wonder how you lived without them before because it’s like you met and you feel whole for the first time. You meet someone and suddenly their problems become yours and you’ll do anything to find a solution. You’ll meet someone whose happiness is yours because they are to blame for the smile on your face. You’re going to meet someone and that’s going to be it.

          People might not understand until they experience something similar themselves. But you know with certainty and confidence that you’ve figured it out. You’ll look at this person like you’ve been waiting your entire life to meet them. 



💌 Kirsten Corley
She isn't the easiest girl to love. She has this bad habit of overthinking, she tends to overreact more than she should, and she gets a little insecure every once in a while. She'll be needy for your attention, she'll want to literally take up all of your time, and she'll require a lot of reassurance. If anything, she is everything you wouldn't want in a girlfriend. She isn't capable of fully trusting you, she doesn't know when to stop fighting with you even if she's wrong, and she has no problem pushing you away if she feels like you're close to hurt her. 

Loving her will stress you out, loving her will make you angry, loving her will break your heart at times, loving her will test you, loving her will challenge you, and loving her will change you. It may get so demanding that you'll be tempted to walk away, it may get so hard that you'll think about giving up, and it may get so complicated that you won't want to deal with her anymore. Loving her means you get to see her at her worst and most vulnerable and that is something that you'll have be strong enough to handle because she needs someone who's patient enough to understand why she is who she is today. It's not gonna be an easy relationship with her. But if she is in love with you, then she can promise that you'll be loved with such passion and intensity that you'll forget what life felt like before she came along because she'll always be there to put your heart back together after breaking it. Maybe she's not the best at being loved, but she's pretty amazing at loving.


-Teddy Nguyen

To my current relationship.


I'm not the prettiest girl, but you never fail to tell me every single day that I'm beautiful. I'm not anyone's dream girl, but you never fail to make me feel like you've won the jackpot. Fact is, I have a lot of insecurities, but you never cease to break down the walls of insecurity that I built just to constantly remind me that I'm perfect. I just want you to know that I thank God for giving me someone who can and will always be ready to handle my mood swings, rants, tantrums and dramas in life. I thank Him for giving me someone who will always be there for me 24/7. I thank Him for giving me someone who will never give up on me. And above all, I thank Him for giving me such a wonderful blessing. To my 1st relationship, I just hope you're my last.



Truth Slap

Don't let yourself fall harder for the person who won't catch you.


Do not love me if you cannot accept my imperfections. I'm not the most beautiful. I have insecurities and I have body issues. Don't love me if you can't love the real me. 

Do not love me if you'll just hurt and take me for granted in the end. I don't want temporary hook ups. I want a relationship for keeps. 

Do not love me if you just want sex. I'm not a sex toy. My body is holy. 

Do not make me feel special temporarily. Do not love me if you don't like commitment. I don't want to spend my time investing my emotions to someone who doesn't really value me. 

Do not love me if you can't deal with my tantrums. Mood swings are normal you gotta deal with it. 

Don't love me if you are just gonna be one of those people who are just good with words but not with actions. Man up. 



Words by: Truth Slap

Please Believe Me When I Tell You That I Love You


I know that I’m not always the perfect girlfriend and I know that I do not always give you the love that you deserve.

Far too often I expect you to show me the kind of love found in fairytales and movies while I sit back and fail to do the same for you and for that I’m sorry. I wish you could get inside my brain and realize just how much I want to kiss you while we’re driving…when I see you in the halls at school…everywhere.

Thank you for showing me affection even when I feel like I have not earned it. I know it must be hard to try and love me when I seem closed off to you at times, but please trust me when I say that I need you to keep trying.

With every random text my heart opens up more to you, and I fall more in love with you then I thought was possible. It may not always seem like it babe, but I’m trying so hard to open up to you and be vulnerable so that I can show you how much you really mean to me.

I know that one day I will look back and laugh, thinking about how silly it was that I had my guard up for you. But until that day, please continue to love me, for I know that I love you. 



💌 Reagan Sporn

You can’t replace the core.

Why We’ll Always Be Closest To The People Who Knew Us When We Were Young And Reckless

In our youth, friendships are much more like love affairs.

They come on passionately, intensely, strong. We meet someone whose mind matches ours and get lost in a world of our own making. We speak a different language with our friends when we are young – made up of our histories, our stories, our inside jokes and our greatest hopes. We get swept away in friendships in a way that is rivaled only by our greatest loves.

And yet something changes as we get older. It’s not that we can’t still confide in one another – we can and we frequently do. It’s just that our youth has worn off: all its melodrama, all its pain, all its ecstasy. We don’t need our friends like the air in our lungs anymore. We are able to take care of ourselves, suddenly and unexpectedly. We are no longer co-dependent and obsessed.

It’s a healthy, productive transition. And yet there’s a certain intimacy that gets lost.

Adult friendships are a calmer affair. They’re simpler and cleaner and much more straight-forward. They’re relationships of mutual support but no longer relationships of mutual chaos. And no matter how brilliant and strong they can be, there’s something about the frantic, desperate friendships we form when we’re young that can simply never be reconstructed.

The people you meet as adults meet you at your best. They know the polished you, the grown-up you, the you who is capable and put-together and strong.
They know the you that you have spent years perfecting, but they don’t know the you who came first.

They don’t know who you were before you knew any better. They don’t know the you who was still figuring it out. They weren’t there for every night you spent wasted or foolish or crying on the bathroom floor. They don’t know the times when you needed real help – when you were too out of control of yourself or too at the mercy of others. They weren’t there to pick you up when everything fell apart. They weren’t there to catch your first real falls.

No matter who we meet and fall platonically in love with as adults, there will always be a special place in our hearts for the people who knew us at our most vulnerable. For the people who helped us grow, who coached us into ourselves, who caught all our mistakes and misgivings. Those people know us in a way that nobody else ever truly can again. They know the raw parts of us, the messy parts. They know the intimacies that we spent years learning to cover up afterwards. They know all of the parts we later learned to push down.

There is a rawness to the friendships we form when we are young that can never be rivalled.
There’s an honesty that comes from knowing someone when they had not yet constructed the persona of who they’d like to be and how they want the world to see them. The friends that we acquire in our youth see us with x-ray goggles no matter how successful and respectful we become. To them, we aren’t the award-winning professional or the responsible mother of three.

To them, we will forever be that teenage girl who had her heartbroken. We’re the lost and reeling college dropout, struggling to find their direction. We’re the person they helped put back together when we were in a thousand pieces and in many ways, that is a relief.

It’s a relief to know that no matter where we go in life or who we find ourselves holding onto, there are people out there who we will forever be unable to fool.
There are people who can meet us decades down the road and instantly know the parts of us that we’ve learned to keep hidden for so long.

Because the truth is, other people may know our history, but those people know our core.

And no matter how much changes, no matter how much time passes, and no matter how much even we ourselves forget it – you can’t replace the core.

It lives on inside of every person we’ve loved and trusted fully – back when we were just young and reckless enough to let ourselves. 



👭 Heidi Priebe

Dear you.

To my future partner in life. It's okay if your money isn't too good right now. I can finance myself. It's okay if you don't have a car in the meantime. It's okay if you still live with your parents currently. It's okay if you can't get a job at the moment. I can pay for everything until you do. It's okay if you can't afford to take me out or get me something nice. I  can feed myself or buy myself the things I want. It's okay if you can't support me now. I can support and take care of myself. 

If you need help getting your life together, I will be there for you and help you in any way I can. All I really ask from you is your loyalty, your honesty, and your effort. Most guys think it's a high paying job, an expensive car, a lavish lifestyle is what's gonna impress me, but in the long run, all of that means nothing if you aren't a good man and what comes from the heart is what matters to me the most.


- fb: love and happiness :)

Every girl deserve to be loved..

You Deserve To Remember How It Feels To Be Loved

You deserve to wake up to beautiful messages every morning, messages that are heartfelt and genuine, messages that only someone who truly knows you can send and messages that let you know that you’re the first person on someone’s mind each and every day.

You deserve to be loved for who you are, with your flaws, with your quirks, with your imperfections and you deserve to be with someone who doesn’t make you afraid of being yourself, you deserve to be with someone who sees all the parts of you and chooses to love them and chooses to stay.

You deserve to remember how it feels to be loved and be truly cared for. You deserve to be with someone who makes you forget about every ignored message, every unanswered call and every person who couldn’t love you.

You deserve to remember everything you forgot about love, you deserve someone who doesn’t get tired of reminding you what you mean to them and what they’d do for you.

You deserve to have the love you always dreamed of, the kind of love that makes you want to be a better person, the kind of love that makes you happy and the kind of love that makes you feel safe because you got used to loving the ones who only introduced you to danger and heartbreak.

You deserve to remember how special you really are and always have been before you loved people who made you feel like you’re ordinary.

You deserve to fall in love with someone who doesn’t want to break your heart or play with it, you deserve someone who can remind you that love is not a game, that everyone who ever played you was the real loser and you deserve someone who’s terrified of losing you.

You deserve to remember what it feels like to be with someone who’s afraid of losing you, someone who does their best to make sure that you’ll always remain in their life because it would be incomplete without you.

You deserve to remember everything you knew about love before you fell in love with those who made you forget. You deserve to remember that you were never the problem, that you’ve always been too much for the wrong ones.

You deserve to find someone who never gets enough of you and reminds you that there is no such thing as loving too much because they’re willing to love you just as much — and maybe more. 

💌 Rania Naim

JERMS Surprise Planner @ Tawau


15 Oct 2016


Assalamualaikum and hello! ini enty tentang projek aku dan kawan kawan. Seketul Ekafur yang tidak tahu untuk upadate enty yang menarik tetapi rajin baca entry orang lain kekeke.

So here we goo!


Pada Rabu yang lalu bersamaan dengan 12 October 2016 kami telah melancarkan projek Surprise Planner for Tawaurian :) Projek tersebut dianggotai oleh gadis gadis JERMS sudah pastinya santik santik belaka. Maka dengan itu tertubuhlah JERMS Surprise Planner. Kenapa JERMS? Sebenarnya itu nama kitorang hehee kami berkawan sejak sekolah menengah lagi. So let me introduce wanita yang bakal menyerikan hidupmu 

J = Jannah
E = Eka    
R = Ratna 
M = Murni 
S = Sartika

Do visit our page on Facebook @ JERMS Surprise Planner -Tawau- dan Instagram kami @ JermsSurprisePlanner jangan lupa likeeee dan follow okay?


ini merupakan wajah wajah disebalik tabir JERMS Surprise Planner

Projek yang kami laksanakan ni bukanlah bertujuan untuk mengaut seberapa banyak keuntungan, ini hanyalah projek kecil bersahabat. Kitorang ni sudah semakin dewasa dan kita akan semakin sibuk dengan kehidupan masing masing (ada yang dah nakk kawen dahhh) Jadi ini antara projek sahabat yang akan mengekalkan kami semua, InshaAllah.. Doakan yeeee

Namun, tidak semua perjalanan semudah yang dirancang dan tidak seindah yang diangankan, Mungkin ada pihak yang menganggap kami cuba menutup pintu rezeki mana mana pihak, Demi Allah tiada niat untuk menghalang rezeki orang lain. Apapun, niat kita betul so keep going on gais, tanak cedih cedih k.

So, pihak kami menyedikan beberapa jenis pakej yang mengikut bajet kamurang. Ini antara pakej yang kami sediakan 


Untuk lebih details, sebarang pertanyaan, cadangan dan apa apa yang berkaitan boleh PM tepi k? no worry semua hakak hakak peramah kekeke



Mungkin logo ni akan bertebaran dilaman sosial kamurang, Tolong support yaaa, tekan butang like pun suda cukup buat kami gembira. Kalau share lagilahhh kami shukaaa hihihi. TENGKIU!











I'm in the process of becoming the best version of myself.







 18 august 2016




Always remember that behind every strong and independent woman, there are days when she was alone and helpless. There are lessons she has learnt from life and there are stories of battles and struggles which she has fought alone. Beneath the shield of confidence and strength there is a plethora of sadness and pain which she has endure. - Aarti Khurana

Tulisan Dari Hati

Untuk kesekian kalinya ruang ini aku isi lagi setelah sekian lama bergelumang dengan assignment dan projek-projek kolej kediaman.


Untuk Aliah, kak ain, wani, kak sila, kak ina yang terlalu banyak aku sakiti, harap kamu akan terbaca tulisan ini.

Selama kita berjuang melaksanakan amanah yang diberi, terlalu banyak emosi yang kita curahkan, sehingga ada hati yang terluka. Aku tidak tahu bila masanya aku akan pergi menghadap ilahi. Tapi sebelum itu, aku mohon maaf atas semua kesilapan yang aku pernah buat sebelum masa ku tiba. maaf atas segala keterlanjuran ku.

InshaAllah tiada luka, dendam, parut, dan air mata dalam hati ini untuk kalian melainkan rasa cinta dan sayang buat kakak dan adik perempuan ku yang telah Allah titipkan.

Sekali lagi maaf atas semua keterlanjuran ku. Segala tunjuk ajar dan teguran kalian aku semat dihati, InshaAllah aku akan belajar daripada kesilapan ku.

Tidak lama lagi amanah yang kita galas akan dapat kita selesaikan dengan jayanya. Semoga ukhwah ini erat selamanya. Pasti, kita pasti akan merindui tangisan, ketawa dan keluhan yang kita kongsi bersama di bilik SEMPIT JAKMAS kita.

Buat Malek, Farhan dan Haidzir terima kasih atas tunjuk ajar kalian.


keluarga JAKMAS ku :')






ada buku aku baca, didalamnya ada tertulis :
selalu tersenyum menghadapi segala liku-liku kehidupan, 
ada hikmah disebalik derita, ada peringatan disebalik bahagia, 
setiap bahagia akan berganti duka, 
setiap duka akan diberi dua kemudahan untuk melaluinya 



Aku hampir rebah diawal langkah ini
dunia kepimpinan benar-benar mengajar aku erti kehidupan sebenar.

sesulit apapun teruskan melangkah.
semoga terus dipinjamkan kekuatan dari-Nya

Pelangi hadir setelah hujan turun.

Seringkali hati kecil mengadu sakit, seringkali jiwa meratap hiba, fikiran bercelaru. Dugaan dan ujian yang menimpa kadangkala menewaskan semangat yang ada. Lantas kita marah kepada Tuhan, kita kecewa dengan ketentuan. Pernahkah sekali kita memahami alam?

Mengapa Tuhan hadirkan pelangi selepas hujan?
Mengapa Tuhan tumbuhkan bunga selepas kering-kontang? 
Hanya daripada benih hitam yang kusam, apabila disirami hujan lantas berbunga cantik. Maka tersenyumlah alam. Betapa indahnya aturan Tuhan.
Mengapa tidak ada hujan berpanjangan atau sinar mentari yang menyinari alam?
Mengapa harus hilang sesuatu untuk sesuatu?

Kerana tidak ada kemanisan tanpa ada kepahitan, dugaan dan rintangan. Mengecapi kebahagiaan memerlukan pengorbanan. Setiap kesenangan akan ada bayaran. Contohnya Tuhan hadirkan pelangi yang indah dan kicau burung yang menyanyikan kedamaian selepas hujan.

Aku seorang yang selalu merungut apabila tidak berkenan dengan sesuatu. Lebih-lebih lagi bila terpaksa menghadap benda yang kita tidak suka harihari. Hari semakin larut ini. Aku gunakan sedikit masa untuk mencoret rasa hati sebelum meneruskan pengajian yang tidak pernahnya akan habis. Adat menuntut ilmu..

Alhamdulillah sekarang aku berada di semester 3 dalam pengajian ku. Tinggal 2 tahun lagi aku akan dapat degree so excited!. Semoga dengan coretan ini bole memberi sedikit kesedaran bagi yang mempunyai masalah hati mcm aku ni. Masa sem 1 aku ni seorang yang sangat pemalas utk menyiapkan segala tugasan, bangun pagi malas, solat pun tunggang-langgang >.< bila hujung semester pointer sangat mendukacitakan. Semester 2 tiba menghulur salam perkenalan, ada sedikit improvement, dapatlah naikkan pointer sedikit. Kita ni semakin tua kan kesedaran utk majukan diri pun mesti la ada. Kalau sekadar pointer cukupcukup makan nnt company mana yang nak ambil bekerja kan? Alamat kau dtang interview sda kena tendang takut buat lingkup company.  Semester 3 akan bermula aku sangatsangat berharap ada fairy tale buat magic dalam hidupku ini.

Sebelum sem 3 bermula aku nak sangat dapat kelas pagi dan dapat roommate yang baikbaik belaka super duper perfect. Yala hujunghujung sem kan smua student akan sibuk bercakap tentang penempatan kolej kediaman akan datang. Aku tidak la pening sangat dengan penempatan ni sbb selalu ikut program kolej dan Alhamdullah dijanjikan dapat penempatan.  Cuma dalam persoalan siapakah roommate ku?

Alhamdulillah doaku dimakbulkan. Monday to Friday semua kelas 8.00am. kalau niat kita baik Tuhan akan selalu mudahkan jalan kita kan. Aku hambaNya yang jahil lagi hina ni hanya nak belajar perbaiki diri sedikit demi sedikitpun dipermudahkan apatah lagi orang yang mmg lahir suda baik akhlaknya.

Tapi satu perkara mengecewakan aku, sebab tidak dapat seorang pun rumet yang muslim. Dalam 1 bilik ni kami betulbetul 1 malaysia. Masingmasing berbeza kepercayaan. Islam, Buddha, Kristian, Hindu. Aku tidak pernah tinggal bersama dengan orang yang berbeza pegangan hidup. Harihari aku nagis cerita dan mengadu  dengan mak itu dan ini siap nak apply pindah bilik lebihlebih lagi orang Hindu ni kan selalu sembahyang dengan colok yang diorang bakar dan 1 bilik akan berbau colok tu. Aku kena hadap benda ni selama setahun. Ya Allah tention nyaa.

Hari demi hari aku lalui, dan sekarang aku dipertengahan semester 3 dah. Aku dah terbiasa dengan semuanya, semakin immune mungkin. Rungutan pun inshaAllah tidak ada lagi. Allah maha mengetahui. Kadang-kadang Allah hilangkan sekejap matahari kita, lalu DIA datangkan guruh dan kilat. Puas kita menangis menunggu dan mencari ke mana hilangnya matahari kita. Rupa-rupanya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi yang indah.

Walaupun kami berbeza pegangan hidup, aku sangat termotivasi dengan kehadiran mereka dalam hidup ku. Meraka sangat berpegang teguh dengan ajaran yang mereka bawa. Walaupun beribadat kepada tuhan mereka bukan kewajipan seperti solat 5 waktu kita, diorang rajin dan tetap beribadat. Hujung minggu diorang menyewa van untuk pergi kuil dan gereja kerana tempat beribadat mereka tidak ada di dalam UMS. Aku yang diwajibkan beribadat 5 kali sehari ni macam mana? Pernah ka aku jejakkan kaki ke masjid? Surau yang sedepa jaraknya ni pun aku tdak kunjungi. Jahilnya aku

Ketiga-tiga mereka merupakan pemegang biasiswa, aku? Penghutang tegar PTPTN. Sebab diorang ulat buku, aku? Tak dapat aku lafazkan dengan katakata, sedih dengan diri sendiri. Takkan aku nak hidup begini terus kan. aku kena la buat sesuatu, Alhamdulillah sem ni semua assignment aku siapkan ontime, tidak ada lagi tertunda ^^ dan rajin dah bangun pagi. Rommate semua rajin hadap komputer buat assignment secara langsung aura kerajinan diorang melekat sedikit dengan aku. Kalau aku lewat bangun diorang pasti akan kejutkan aku. Terima Kasih ya Allah kerana memudahkan semuanya.


insahAllah aku akan perbaiki segala kekurangan, belajar dari kesilapan. Marilah kita belajar rawat hati kita yang sentisa bersangka buruk. Terima kasih ya Allah atas nikmat yang Engkau berikan. Ampuni aku hambaMu yang kerdil ini. Sentiasalah bersangka baik kepada Tuhan. Seperti mana apabila dihilangkan matahari dan didatangkan guruh serta kilat, bahkan diikuti pula dengan hujan ribut yang membadai ombak. Kelihatannya dasyat dan menakutkan. Kita tak tahu rupanya pelangi bakal menjelma.

Telah diriwayatkan kepada kita, Tuhan mengatakan “Aku adalah seperti sangkaan hambaku.” Jika kita menyangka yang buruk-buruk kepada Tuhan, maka buruklah jadinya. Sebaliknya jika kita berfikir positif dan sentiasa bersyukur, pastinya Allah itu hampir, lebih hampir daripada apa yang kita sangkakan. Sekali lagi telah berkata Tuhan,


“Sesungguhnya telah Kami jadikan manusia dan Kami ketahui apa-apa yang diwas-waskan (dibisikkan) oleh hatinya dan Kami lebih hampir kepadanya dari urat lehernya sendiri.” [Qaf : 16]
Everythings is going to be alright, maybe not today, but eventually.


good nite, sleep well

President Mursi


Harga yang perlu dibayar dengan penggulingan presiden Mursi : puas hati sekarang??

Seorang lelaki yang berketurunan petani dari delta sungai Nil, membesar dalam persekitaran agama, dan ilmu akademik duniawi, membawa lelaki ini ke tahap pencapaian akademik dan kebendaan yang cukup tinggi. Berdekad menjadi pensyarah kejuruteraan kimia di Universiti dalam dan luar negara, Menjadi staff muslim di NASA, malah menerima gelaran Profesor, itu semua tidak membawa lelaki ini jauh dari ALLAH. beliau, Mohamed Mursi merupakan seorang haffiz al Quran, malah isteri dan 5 orang anaknya juga turut dididik menjadi hafiz al Quran.

Jun 2012, Mursi dilantik menjadi presiden Mesir. Beliau yang memilih Ikhwanul Muslimin sebagai landasan juang hidupnya, tidak pernah mencalonkan dirinya, sebaliknya dipilih oleh syura. Presiden Mursi yang meringkuk didalam Penjara sewaktu era Hosni, kini diangkat menjadi presiden sebuah negara Mesir yang disebut berkali-kali didalam Al Quran. 

Presiden Mesir menyahut perlantikan ini dengan ucapan syukur dan mengimami solat hajat dan sunat syukur. Lantas berpidato umpama Khalifah Abu Bakar dan Umar. Tidak menunggu lama, beliau telah berusaha sehabis daya untuk memulihkan hubungan umara’ dan para ulama mesir yang telah lama terpisah sejak era 32 tahun Hosni. Lelaki berani ini, menolak surat ucapan tahniah dari Israel atas kemenangannya. Beliau membuktikan, beliau bukan mudah diperalat dan diboneka kan seperti patung-patung negara arab yang lain. Morsi telah membuka semula pintu sepadan Rafah antara Mesir dan Gaza, bagi memudahkan urusan penghantaran bantuan. Ini merupakan jasa terbesar beliau dan kemerdekaan terbesar rakyat Gaza dan kesenangan hakiki kepada para sukarelawan Gaza. 

Morsi tidak cukup dengan itu, mengaum deras di persidangan NAM di Tehran dengan memulakan aluan ucapannya dengan memuji-muji saidina Abu Bakar dan Umar, sedangkan beliau sedang berada di negara Syiah yang sering mencerca para sahabat nabi ini. Didalam ucapannya itu, Presiden Morsi telah mengutuk sekeras kerasnya tindakan rejim Basyar keatas rakyat Syria hingga memaksa delegasi syria yang turut berada di dewan itu melangkah keluar dewan dengan rasa tidak puas hati.
Didalam negara pula, presiden Mursi berkeras untuk tetap tinggal di rumah lamannya berbanding tinggal di istana mewah presiden. Beliau memutuskan agar pegawai-pegawai tentera yang berpanas untuk mengawalnya, agar tidak perlu berkawal dan boleh mencari tempat berteduh. Ucapannya yang paling popular, “tidak mengapa, ALLAH ada untuk menjaga saya..” setelah sekian lama Mesir berada dalam cengkaman kerajaan yang pro israel, alhamdulillah kini mesir merdeka dan bakal mendirikan kerajaan khilafah yang pemimpinnya seorang protaz (profesional dan ustaz).

Namun! 3 julai 2013 merubah segala-galanya. Golongan kecil manusia bodoh di Mesir berusaha keras untuk menjatuhkannya. Tidak cukup dengan itu, pegawai tertinggi tentera juga berpaling tadah. Ini membuatkan kumpulan kecil ini menjadi garang dan besar hingga menyaksikan penggulingan kerajaan Mursi dilakukan dengan cara yang sangat biadap!

Dunia islam yang terkenal dengan bacul dan pengecut tahap langit ke tujuh, seperti biasa, mendiamkan diri. Rumah presiden ini dikepung puak khianat ini. Ancaman bertalu talu menghala kearahnya. Dan, profesor dr.Mohamed Mursi Al Hafiz ini akhirnya karier politiknya ditamatkan dengan cara yang cukup kurang ajar. Bagi Morsi, beliau tidak rugi apa-apa. 30 juzuk masih kekal didalam dadanya, profesor dan pakar kejutueraan kimia masih segar di kepalanya. siapa yang rugi dalam hal ini??

Kita!! Termasuk Malaysia. Isu mursi adalah isu dunia islam sejagat. Bukan sekadar isu dalaman mesir semata-mata. Saya sangat sedih bila melihat negara-negara islam dunia menjadi tuli dan bisu dengan pengkhianatan ini, sebaliknya hanya Turki yang menyuarakan sokongan penuh kepada Presiden Mursi. Adakah hanya turki sahaja negara islam didalam dunia ini??
Selepas ini, penempatan tenteran israel di tanah arab akan mara semula, pintu sempadan rafah yang merupakan talian hayat penduduk Gaza bakal ditutup kembali, ulama mesir akan dipinggir dan disingkir semula,rakyat Mesir akan kembali berada dalam wilayah pemerintahan diktator kekeluargaan yang tidak berperi kemanusiaan dan menjadi balaci barua yahudi. 

Usah salahkan yahudi dalam hal ini, kerana sebilangan kecil manusia muslim di mesir yang bodoh dan bertindak diluar timbang rasa Iman. Mengapa 32 tahun kezaliman Hosni anda diamkan, 1 tahun perubahan Morsi anda bertindak keterlaluan? Padamlah cahaya dari bumi mesir ini, hilang satu-satunya suara lantang dari negara islam dunia. 

Sejarah hanya berulang semula, Umar Abd Aziz hanya sempat memerintah dua tahun, lalu dibunuh oleh kerabat sendiri kerana khianat. Sedangkan baginda memerintah dengan cukup adil. Begitu juga Saidina Uthman, beliau dibunuh ketika usianya 86 tahun, rumahnya dikepung selama 40 hari oleh golongan pemuda islam yang bodoh, lalu beliau dikerat tangannya , dan dipancung tanpa belas kasihan oleh pedang milik islam sendiri. sejarah sekadar berulang. Disebalik kebodohan minoriti muslim ini, kita pemerhati luar tidak sudah-sudah menghentam Yahudi yang berada disebalik konspirasi ini. CUKUP!! Berhenti menunding jari kepada Yahudi, pandanglah kepada diri sendiri! ahh.. mudah benar kita ini, berlaku apa-apa kekalutan dan kecelakaan, kita berasalan, ‘ahh.. ini agenda Yahudi.’ Sedangkan yang berteriak membakar gambar Morsi, memancung saidina Uthman, dan membunuh Khalifah Umar Abd Aziz adalah mereka yang sama mengucap dua kalimah syahadah! Kalau benar pun Yahudi terlibat, apakah bodoh benar kita ini untuk mengikut mereka?? Ya.. peristiwa pembunuhan saidina Uthman menyaksikan puak Yahudi yang mengapi-apikan kemarahan. Tetapi siapa yang mara membawa pedang meragas istana dan memancung saidina Uthman?? Bukankah islam itu sendiri? Yahudi hanya bertepuk tangan. Silap-silap, Yahudi berkata didalam hati, “alamak, gua acah je.. sampai mati pemimpin mereka dibuatnya..” 

Buat kita pemerhati luar, bukalah tempurung besimu, lihatlah sekitar mu kini, maka nanti aku akan bertanya, puas hati sekarang? Disaat nanti pintu sepadan rafah kembali dikunci, negara mesir kembali ditindas, aku ingin bertanya, ‘puas hati sekarang?” dan ketika islam dimain-mainkan, dihina, negara islam dizalimi, dan ketika itu OIC berlari bersembunyi dalam dasar laut, ketika itu semua mencari mana pemimpin negara islam yang berani bangun melawan? Pandang kiri, saudi menyorok dibawah meja, pandang kanan, Malaysia berlari bersembunyi dalam bilik paip bomba, dan ketika itu, aku ingin bertanya, “Puas hati sekarang?”

Musuh islam sedang berpesta, dan si bodoh-bodoh di mesir itu pun sedang bergembira, entah apa yang mereka suka. Ingat, jika Morsi hidup, ia tetap pakar kejuruteraan kimia, 30 juzuk tetap tak lekang dalam kepalanya, dan jika beliau mati pun, syurga sedang menantinya. Sekarang kita dan musuh islam sama-sama bersuka. Tunggulah.. tak lama.. nanti dunia islam akan kembali menderita. Ketika itu, aku ingin bertanya, mungkin ini yang kalian mahukan, PUAS HATI SEKARANG??!

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what up bro hahaa :-

setelah sekian lama baru la terjenguk jugak blog ku. hbis 1 semester bru tergerak maw update. maklum la aku d takdirkan bukan penulis yg baik. x tau la dari sudut mana aku ni baik hahaha *sad life

Alhamdulillah mcm baru ja rasanya belajar d UMS selesai suda 1 semester. sem 1 suda mcm-mcm cubaan. Assignment yg non-stop, tutorial padat, lain presentation lgi. penat capek tired. hidup d universiti ni lain. lain sangat. x da org yg paksa kau p kelas. x da yg paksa belajar. pakai la apa kau maw pakai. jadual kuliah atur sendiri. yang paling penting x da cigu yg mara-mara kerja x siap ni yg best!

basic information about UMS luasnya 999 hektar, see luaskan. luas sangat, aku sda pernah sesat. pernah salah naik bas sampai kenak marah oleh pakcik bas dan akhirnya d hantar balek UMS dgn tidak ikhlas. aku pernah lambat masuk kelas tutorial dan akhirnya kenak denda berdiri depan kelas sampai habis masa *nasib jumpa cg tutorial garang alahaiiiiii. jalan kaki sampai 4 kilometer muka kaki tangan semua sunburn fuhhhhhh.

hidup ku d UMS mcm forever alone (gelaran dari kawan skolah menengah) knp?? sbb aku x ada kawan baru, sbnarnya aku yg malas maw bergaul, takut dapat kawan yg BUKAN KAWAN sebenarnya. rasanya cukup la aku ada kawan yang aku sda kenal lama. aku sda tau hati budi dorang the most important things is dorang dapat terima buruk baik ku. maklum la senior 1 bilik ku selalu share pengalamannya. apa yg dapat aku simpulkan "hati-hati" pilih kawan.

p/s : projek kokum sem 1 yg suda selesai

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"it's not being without fear,
it's having determination to go an in spite of it"


How i felt about those two line quote that they remainded me about my old self. 
those lines showed that we need ti ignore our fear then go for it or "Do Whatever It Takes" to achieve what we want.
 the old me afraid to confess my feeling of my crush Eka Furnama make me suffered. 
She was a wonderful girl with big smiling smile and very friendly person.
I afraid to confess because i don't think she will accept it because she look like picky person. 
but day per day my feeling become so strong then i decided to confess my feeling to that girl. 
It turn out surprisingly, that girl was willing to accept my feeling then we became a couple. 
Both never couple before make it more interesting. 
She inspired me to became more dependable person because i need to take care her heart and our love. Because of that girl i finally meet my desire life partner. 
With her laugh and smile make me strong. 
She make my day more meaningful. 
Sometimes i think God create me only for her and her for me. 
With her i finally not alone anymore. 
I finally find my happiness, i finally can be feel how to be love. 
She make me strong cause she is my "pillar of Strength". 
Sometimes it's really hurt while seeing her laugh or with other boy make me so afraid and week but i can't bring my self to keep scold her because she deserve happiness too. 
But i hope her understand that how much i afraid of losing her..

"Its shows that without a will to try, we can't see the result because "no pain no gain".
Now what i should do is ti be mere confident and "Do Whatever It Takes"
to my Eka happy because she is my dream and i really mean it !!"

by KAZU

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